As a white women do you think this will be the ultimate revenge(everyone now!!!)?

I am an attractive white female so I’ve been told and apparently I look like Heidi Klum’s twin. Apparently I make a lot of men weak to there knees. I have what you call a coke bottle shaped curvy body, green eyes and blond hair and stand 5’6. People usually call me the innocent Barbie. Now when growing both my parents used to abuse me mercifully. I currently have my eye on this dark skin black man and want. Problem is when I date him I don’t want to touch him or anything but I don’t know what he’ll think. How do I make him think I’m actually interested in him when I actually want this man to burn in hell.